Twelve hours after my last update and my mind is still chaotic, unable to settle. My kids have asked me repeatedly what we’re doing today, but don’t seem to like any of my suggestions. When I come up with a schedule, nothing on it actually happens, but when I don’t come up with a schedule, nothing actually happens. OK, a few things happen.

Motivation is a big question mark right now.

I wrote this earlier today. Now it’s once again 2am so I’ll start fresh with a new post.